Don't Leave

How do you know
which way to go
I'm lost, I feel alone
No sense of purpose
No sense of meaning
No place to call home
I want a life like the one you've got
a loving wife and a bulletproof heart
I want a path that leads out of the dark...

but all I see before me...
Is sadness and misery
a life of lonliness and agony
I can't seem to find
the one thing I want in life
I'm so afraid of the fight...
So please don't leave my side

How do you do it
where does it end?
I'm terrifed my friend...
No way of knowing
What are you showing
me...I can't see...
My future is bleak and sad misconception
a thoughtful life leads to desperation
I want nothing else, but a happy ending...

but all I see before me...
Is sadness and misery
a life of lonliness and agony
I can't seem to find
the one thing I want in life
I'm so afraid of the fight...
So please don't leave my side

You've been with me through it all so far
But I can feel you slipping away
You've got your life to live
And I'll just get in the way
You know how much it hurts me
But I've got to go away...
I'm better off being alone
Then to give you all my pain...

Because all I see before me...
Is sadness and misery
a life of lonliness and agony
I can't seem to find
the one thing I want in life
I'm so afraid of the fight...
So please don't leave my side